Knife-Wrench!

So I broke up with Mitch after 7+ months, and it sucks BALLS. He's been drinking himself into oblivion since 8AM Friday, and he's through 3 fifths with no sleep. I have no way to stop it but his rooommates keep calling me tryinig to get me to talk to him when i know he won't listen. Any advice guys? i'm really struggling here

my DARLING roommate claire has decided that it would be a super cute idea to move out 2 months before the end of her lease and leave the other four roommates FUCKED. we have someone to move in after June, but not from april. I seriously want to fucking sue the shit out of her for doing this. i'm SO glad she's moving out, but I'm SUPER pissed that we have to make up for all of this BULLSHIT!!!
so yeah
any advice on this??
thankns

is going to be interesting
I'm having coffee with Kelsey Costales. This will be the first time I've hung out with her since she so sweetly stabbed me in the back 2 years ago. I don't really know what to do, i'm still so angry with her for what she did to me, and the fact that she thought she'd, I don't know, get away with it just makes me furious, but at the same time I want to move on. I have a really hard time understanding how a best friend could tell your secret, that's what friends do, keep your secrets, someone you can talk to and not worry about the whole goddamn world finding out about your fucked up life. I want whoever reads this to give me your honest opinion. Should I let bygones be bygones, or is it appropriate in this situation for me to still be so angry and hurt by her. I'm really confused and upset, and some input would be nice.

of my thoughts make sense anymore i mean i guess they never have, but my mind is like sand paper right now, it looks like it's solid, but if you poke it it'll all fall apart

1.) You've changed so much since you left, I don't even think you realize it, but it disappoints me to no end. We used to be SO close, and now you tell me nothing. I'd like to know why you think you can ditch me again and again, and still expect me to be there when someone fucks you over again. I don't know if I want to be that person anymore, stop fucking taking me for granted and appreciate what a wonderful friend I've been to you.

2.) You're the most judgmental person I know, you do nothing but constantly criticize me, then when it gets turned on you, you don't like it so much. Get used to the fact that I'm not perfect, I'm trying as hard as I can to make you happy but nothing ever ever ever seems to work, so I'm done trying now. Anything I do from now on is for me, none of it has to do with you. I'll make it on my own.

3.) I never see you anymore and it makes me sad, you said you didn't want to stop hanging out and yet I haven't seen you in weeks, I don't like it.

4.) you're supposed to be my best friend, so stop getting mad at me for trying to make myself happy once in a while. you'll find a guy, just fucking look harder and stop sleeping with everything that moves within 10 feet of you. I'm sick of dealing with all your problems, I have ones of my own you know! I can't devote all my free time to you, we're not fucking married, I'll help you whenever I can, you know that, but fucking try to solve it on your own before you come to me!!! you're a smart girl I'm sure you can figure out a bunch of the shit you're going through out. i hate that all my other friends hate you, I don't understand why, but at the same time I do. You're immature for how much experience you've had, you're petty, self centered, but at the same time I couldn't imagine my life without you, but sometimes you're a little much.

5.) You were better off before her..... Do you really think it's gonna work out?

they keep knocking me sideways
I keep thinking in a moment that
time will take them away
but these feeling won't go away

for once I could just make myself happy ya know? I'm sick of putting her fist, but i feel like shit if i don't. why doesn't anyone make me happy but him

My knee is going to fall off
I just dislocated ig again for the 7th time
it fucking hurts
I'm considering surgerey and just dealing with the fact that I would have to be in a complete walking boot for 3 months
FUCK

I'm kind of on a long boring road to the middle of no where. hopefully it won't cross my already beaten trail.

I though some people had more spine. It's not about you? yeah no shit, it's me she doesn't want to meet. Well you're pretty fucked up in my opinion and so is she. Have a good life